How do you handle stress during competitions or performances?
Fabian Egger: I try not to think too much about it. But I made one mistake—I listened to the other performances through the live stream because I was the last one to perform, and I had to wait for a long time. That made me more nervous because the level was so high. That was not a good idea.
After the first round, I was too busy to think about nerves, which actually helped. I was the last performer, so I had to wait a long time before the first round, but afterwards everything went quickly. The very next day after my first round performance, I had to play again immediately, so I didn’t really have time to think about it. The first round was really hard for me- I couldn’t calm down and do what I wanted to do—but I was already prepared because I had experienced this kind of atmosphere before, since I had already done the Aeolus Competition, so it was okay. But how you handle it is, I think, really different for each person.
Riccardo Cellacchi: Yes, it is very personal. Stress builds up over months before the competition, not only on the day. You live with it for a long time. The hardest part is maintaining focus over several rounds with waiting periods in between.
Fabian Egger: And I have to add- the live stream makes it more stressful because everything is recorded and stays online. It is very different when there is no live stream. And honestly, the biggest challenge was the heat in Kobe. It was extremely hot, and sometimes we were more focused on surviving the climate than on nerves.
Riccardo Cellacchi: Without a live stream, you can enjoy the performance more. But with recordings, everything stays forever, so you think more carefully, and it is harder to take risks. It was a different feeling between the final and the prize-winning concerts- the prize-winning concert made me much more relieved, not because it was already over the competition, but because there was no live stream. The audience listens only once, and it is more about the feeling than the details. But in a competition, everything is recorded. You can watch it again and start to overthink it. That changes how you play.
Fabian Egger: We also have to remember that other competitors are watching. So we want to show that we really deserve the first prize. That is also pressure.
Riccardo Cellacchi: And future competitors will also watch and analyze it. They will ask why someone won and what was different. Everyone does that. So you think about it too, and sometimes you overthink.
Fabian Egger: In general, a music competition is very difficult. You have to make many artistic decisions and show your personality, especially in the final round. That is not easy, but it is part of the challenge.
Do you have any advice for young musicians?
Fabian Egger: Don’t put too much pressure on yourself. My only mistake was putting too much pressure on myself. In the end, I played more freely, but I always had the thought that I had to play well. Of course, that matters, but in music, the most important thing is to feel free. Winning a competition can help your future, but it is not everything. First of all, try to relax—it’s just a competition. You can never do everything perfectly.
Riccardo Cellacchi: For me, this was not my first competition—I have done many. And often, you learn the most from the ones you don’t win. So my advice is “just do it.” Competitions are not the most important thing, and they won’t change your life. But the way you prepare for them can really change you. If you prepare well each time, sometimes you win, sometimes you don’t. That’s part of our job. It’s not like sport—it’s subjective and depends on the jury. So you shouldn’t base your value on the prize. What you can do is prepare as much as you can. All the work you put in is what makes you better, and in the end, that is what really matters. So I would say: focus on preparation and challenge yourself.
Fabian Egger: Don’t focus too much on the prize itself.
Riccardo Cellacchi: Exactly. You can’t control the result, but you can control how you prepare. So don’t worry too much about the outcome.